Untitled

copyright@unknown

I was sitting in my history class. Next to me was an old friend.She was as beautiful as a rose and had long gorgeous hair and i wished she was mine. But she never looked at me that way.

A week passed like this and then one day on Wednesday after my history lecture when the bell rang she came up to me to and ask me a few questions from the lecture. I helped her out and she gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked off. I wanted to tell her that I wanted her, but i am just too shy and in reality i just don't know why.

In our junior grade we slowly slowly came closer to each other and we became good friends. One day she called me and told me that she broke up with her boyfriend and she was broken up in tears. She asked if i can come over. I went to her house and we sat together and watched an oldie and romantic movie. I watched her gracious movements and her beautiful eyes, but she never looked at me that way. She looked beautiful even while she cried. Later that night I was leaving and going back to home and then she came closer to me and said "Thanks for consoling her and kissed me on the cheek. I wanted to tell her that i wanted her, but i am just too shy and in reality i just don't know why.

After some days she became normal and everything was going fine. It was the home coming dance time and I couldn't find a date for the dance she came up to me. We promised each other to be company for each other if we're by ourselves. So we went together. We went as best friends, not as lovers. We danced very slowly, but we still kept distance. She never looked at me that way.

I dropped her at house, she smiled and said that she had a great time. She kissed me on the cheek. I wanted to tell her that i wanted her, but I am just too shy and in reality i just don't know why.

Time flew, and it was graduation already. I watched her perfect body and her beauty up to the stage for her diploma like angel. I wanted her to be mine, but she never noticed me. She never looked at me that way. We threw our hats in the air and hugged. She kissed me on the cheek and said that I am her best friend. I wanted to tell her that i wanted her, but i am just too shy and in reality i just don't know why.

Time passed away like a rocket and I came to know that she was getting married and had sent me a marriage invitation card. I decided to go to hers precious and beautiful occasion. I sat in the marriage hall. She just got married. She was getting in her car about to drive to her new life, with someone, I wish it was me! She looked up at me and smiled! And said you came! she was joyous. She kissed me on the cheek and her husband pulled her into the car in anger. I wanted to tell her that i wanted her, but i am just too shy and in reality i just don't know why.

Life passed by. I was at her funeral. She lived a frustrating life. Next to her coffin there were some books that her friends were told to read out loud. They asked me to read anything from her diary. I opened the book to a random page and read. It was from Junior grade "I always am watching him, wishing he was mine. He doesn't look at me in a way that I could tell he likes me. He doesn't look at me that way. I want to be more than friends. I wish he loved me. I wanted to tell him that i wanted him, but i am just too shy and in reality i just don't know why. I MISS YOU!!! "