My First Blog

This is my first blog. I don't know what people usually write in their blogs. I guess it is same as writing diary. I write diary everyday, I mean almost everyday. Usually I write about my secrets feelings. Ya of course my love too which I prefer to keep secret.

Since yesterday I am feeling emptiness and lack for something, a kind of feeling which you have while leaving home for a long trip. Reason being my brother went back to Manipur yesterday morning. He was with me for arounf 3 months. He cares me a lot. In his presence I feel I got homely care which I am missing in this land, far away from my sweet home. At the same time I could see him in big tension as he is not able to get job. He came here with the hope to see some good career option. Even though there were many opportunities there were many reasons he couldnot take them into his heart. One being he is married and my sister in law is far away in home. The other reason is my mother doesn't like both her sons staying far from her. He felt the options were not worth enough the above two things.

These days bad luck is sallying on me. Lost my purse two times in 3 weeks. First one with debit card and credit card. Had a big problem withdrawing money. Second time I lost my prepaid SIM card, which I am have newly changed from postpaid. Now I have to change my mobile number. I feel like cursing my carelessness. Anyway take it as a lesson. Hope the bad lucks dies with the year, 2005.

Thats all about my first blog. Hope some crazy net surfer come across my dream world. I am looking forward to good comment from readers whoever known or unknown to me.